This is the first week where I’m not introducing something on this blog, which I won’t lie, was kind of overwhelming. So many topics to talk about! Emotional well-being, the status of new music, the war of 1812, how do I decide? I guess let’s roll with the first of the three because you couldn’t pay me to be attentive in US history class.
I feel like I’m in this weird place of being totally amazing and level-headed while simultaneously being very overwhelmed by the ominous cloud of work that needs to be done before August. Everything will get done, I know, but when things can’t be crossed off the to-do immediately they linger over my head and put me in a frenzy to do anything to be productive.
I made a list of good things in my week and meh things in my week (a rose and thorn list if you will) to kind of sort out my brain in a very private, secret way, and I’m sharing it with you for public consumption.
Good
I feel like I’m in this weird place of being totally amazing and level-headed while simultaneously being very overwhelmed by the ominous cloud of work that needs to be done before August. Everything will get done, I know, but when things can’t be crossed off the to-do immediately they linger over my head and put me in a frenzy to do anything to be productive.
I made a list of good things in my week and meh things in my week (a rose and thorn list if you will) to kind of sort out my brain in a very private, secret way, and I’m sharing it with you for public consumption.
Good
- I made a wonderful fish dinner for my roommate and I on Tuesday
- I finished one of my favorite songs ever and we got a really cool cello player on it
- Going live and connecting with people online has been making me happy
- There was a magician at a birthday party i went to
- I started working on merch designs hehe
- Working out consistently is making me feel stronger
- My sister went to her first prom and the pictures made me realize how old she is - she’s like a full-blown adult it’s so weird and awesome
- I’m really excited for the next few months, I just feel like I’m going to look back on this period of time as a point when my life drastically changed
convo abt said fish w my mom
are 6s lucky? or devils number idk
cello slay
Meh
- I’m getting little breakouts on my chin so cute so fun
- There is a lot to finish in LA and I want to go home to NJ but I can’t until I finish things
- Feeling *adventure-less*
- Getting frustrated about trying to do things perfectly the first time I do them which is just pretty impossible
- My college and high school friends are all back in NYC and I miss them
Ok, that’s all. Maybe if you want you can write a rose and thorn list in the comments and I'll read them. Or not. Whatever you wanna do, I'm not your mom.
Bye,
Grace
Thorn: I got a shin-jury
ReplyDeleteRose: I'm off work all next week
Blog idea: Tell us the story of what you're doing in LA!
Thorn: the guy I was talking to ended up having a girlfriend the whole time and I found out cause of a post about his girlfriend having his child. Thorn x2: My coworker told the girlfriend without my permission in a really mean way. Rose: I have been surrounded by beautiful friends and creators recently and they are really pushing me to grow into my art. Love you Grace you are killing it. Even if its hard sometimes.
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