I feel like you might have looked at the name of the blog and been like that’s a weird fucking name why would you ever name your blog that so I feel like I owe you an explanation.
Basically, for as long as I can remember I have lived in the extremes - going vegan cold turkey for five years because I watched a single documentary about how pigs are actually really smart, feeling beautiful for a little until I look in the mirror and notice the 3,909,028 things I need to change, doing two hours of focused work to make up for the two weeks I spent procrastinating, the list goes on. I guess it’s easier to live in black and white. I feel like our brains must be biologically wired to do this kinda thing to sort immediate threats from safety, a friend from foe, some survival bullshit. I’m probably making that up. Regardless, I wanted to name this blog something that represented how I always feel pulled between two extremes, thus (say it with me now) Too Much Too Little.
Maybe one day I’ll learn what nuance is, but for now I will embrace the turbulence because the truth is I probably enjoy being a little dramatic. And chances are if you listen to my music you probably do too (sorry).
Hope I answered that question (that nobody asked) and I’ll see you next Friday.
Xx,
Grace
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ReplyDeleteToo much too little, that's so fitting. I totally get the black and whites. Always feeling like I'm either doing everything perfectly or my whole life is a disaster. Dramatic is an understatement for me and I do in fact LOVE your music. I like to think life is a little better when you feel things so deeply. Even if that's remembering your ex every time you walk into a corner store or rereading text messages trying to understand what went wrong. Sending love and cannot wait to see what's next xoxo-Trinity
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