It's my 21st birthday next week

It's my 21st birthday next week.

How did I get so old its weird? I still feel 14, but I guess just like a 14 year old with a job and an apartment and who goes on tour?? I think 14 year old me would think that's pretty cool. But also tell me to chill out.  

Lately I've been really feeling the distance between childhood and adulthood growing. High school (and it's insecurities) felt like so long ago yet still so relevant? I feel like I've changed 100 different times since 18, but there are still some parts of that time that nag at me, and other parts that solidify who I am as a person.

For a while I think the beginning of these growing pains caused a pause in my songwriting. It wasn't stressful because at this point I've gotten through enough writers block to know it always eventually ends, but it was frustrating when my same tricks and moves didn't work any more. I can feel my perspective is changing. I'm finally in a place when I'm writing again which is super exciting, especially because I feel like I'm reaching into places I having touched before.

There's a lot coming that I can't quite Tell you about yet, but you'll knoW about sOon. I'm so excited For you to knOw all my little secrets because I have a feeling yoU’re gonna fReak.

Anyways, I've been super into Chinese steamed eggs for breakfast, so here’s that.

 

Lemme know if you want the recipe.

Love,
Grace