Hi Guys.
Miss You. Feels like we haven't chatted in a bit. Wanted to say hi and update you. If you were just on live with me too, hi.
One month until tour with Laufey. Feeling excited to get to share the stage with Laufey, meet new people, and play in beautiful venues. Definitely nervous as well. Been putting pressure on myself to be better, do better, make better, everything. It's motivating. But I'm trying to learn to also just accept good things as good now, and not as things that will be good in the future.
I've been writing a lot and beginning to finish music. I'm very proud of the songs I've been writing. Probably the most honest I've ever been in my music. Definitely more mature. I have been thinking about the visual identity for my next stuff too. It's exciting to have a blank slate. There are so many things to be drawn to, and I've been realizing that most of the stuff I like is because of my parents, as are most things.
Deleted social media last weekend. It felt good. I'm someone who needs breaks from it. I get stressed about how I'm perceived. Not in my music, but visually. That's the kind of anxiety that happens when you've been on the internet since you were 10. I'm trying to figure out the balance between connecting with the people I love online (reading your dms makes me so so happy) and all the bombardment of stuff I don't need to see. I'll lyk if I ever figure it out.
I've been very busy. Most days, I feel like a chicken running around with my head cut off. Workout, therapy or coffee with a friend (same release, different levels of sound advice), session, sometimes another session, drive around (oh fuck I ran out of gas), social media, see another friend and make dinner, remember there were 5 things I forgot to do that day, read my book (Catcher In The Rye currently) and drift to sleep to do it again tomorrow. I like being busy though. It keeps me sane.
Oh, and I've started to watch movies. If you know me, you know I've seen no movies, so this is big for me. Watched Fight Club, Frances Ha, and Lost In Translation. Liked them all for different reasons. Lost in Translation makes me need to go to Japan, but it wasn't my favorite.
I feel like I've started a new chapter. Season two, if you will. I've settled a bit into LA. I have my lovely friends. I'm happy and that feels good.
Hope you all are great. Can't wait to show you all the good stuff I've been working on. Talk soon.
Love you so much,
Grace
p.s. gonna start listing five songs I have been loving at the end of every blog cuz I think that would be fun.
Been listening to:
Goddess by Laufey ofc
Strong Enough by Sheryl Crow
Older by Lizzy McAlpine
Karma Police by Radiohead
The First Taste by Fiona Apple
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